Again I chose death…

O Holy Father, hear I am,
calling You from the pit of hell
The smell of death haunting me
my spirit broken with in me

Again I chose death
death instead of LIFE

so fickle, so weak

Your punishment
Your wrath
It is all I deserve

Again I chose death
death instead of LIFE

I know You
You are my Life-Giver
still I don’t get it
all I know…
I need You
I’m at my end

"Come to Me you all
who are heavy laden
I will give you rest"

mercy, grace, rest
this is not what I deserve
yet my heart cry out for You
Daddy I need you

You are are so far away,
but I can still hear You
You’re calling me
"Come"

I am sorry Lord
forgive me

Is this all
all I can say
all I have to say

I want to do so much more

but there is nothing

You did it all
with Your sacrifice…

…

Thank You, Thank you Lord!
Yes, You are still my Life-Giver!
O, teach me to embrace this life
This life that’s so awesome
a life that conquers death

© Thomas Dreyer